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the bond

 

It’s strange the way it is,

Hoping for things happen the way we want,

This will never happen,

Though we wish it to be.

Starting with the promises,

I’ll be there forever…bullshit.

Knowing that the life is impermanent,

That we should run when the time comes.

Status “I am in a relationship”,

Then “It is complicated.”

Most end up with “I am single”,

That’s the truth which hurts.

We crave for things we like,

Want someone the way we like,

Whom we could never find,

Still we search…………….

Plot – There’s nothing in the world as the way you like. Bonds are not worth dying for. You’ll start searching soon enough…for something the way you like.

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She’s not hot your mind is….

June 17, 2010 4 comments

ink painting by- Chanu wick

When we see an object…..oops sorry my bad. Let’s take a girl as an example.  We find that she’s hot, sexy, romantic, naughty etc. but did we ever thought whether that hotness is really in her body or in our mind? I’ll show you from an example. Let’s say your g.friend is so hot, sexy and your mom consider too much about disciplines. Think about a situation where your g.friend starts dancing half nude in your house. What things will come to your mind? I doubt whether you’ll remember about your mom at that time. 😀

What comes to your mind is that she’s so damn hot and you start dance with her. Rest I leave it to you to decide. 😉

But when your mom comes there, what comes to her mind is that your g.friend is a dirty slut and you know the rest. She gets too much temper and get into your gal.

How come two different people think about same object (girl) in 2 ways if that object is specific? If we define her as a TOTALLY HOT object, how come some other define her as an annoying object? Whose appearance might cause them loose their temper?

Let me give you another example. Assume your mom reveals that your g.friend is the murder of your father or some one you loved so much. What comes to your mind? Will that girl be the same HOT object as earlier or you get damn anger on her?

It’s just because that your mind decide about the object from its appearance and you feel that the object is HOT or sexy. That’s why you like the girl you pass by and your friend doesn’t perhaps.

When you understand this you’ll realize that your eyes have been deceiving you until now, that you were stuck in an illusion thinking that objects are really worth and you crave them because you believed that there’s something in them. But really they haven’t. Your mind misleads you and will do forever if you don’t believe this.

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The illusions…………

My mind runs through various things,

many imaginations at once,

but there’s nothing I can use,

all are deep shit…try me.

Eyes seen hell of things and keep on,

many illusions in this artificial world,

well most of them are sweet,

ask me about the girls…..

Ears are filled with noises,

screaming, thunder, f**k you’s, love you’s,

never get rid of them until I become deaf,

sweets me or make me evil.

Your fragrance lifts me to heaven,

farts make me hard to breathe,

wearing ‘eau de toilette’ or ‘the toilet smell’,

it almost suffocates me to death.

Tell me Chinese are delicious,

+1…ain’t gonna doubt on that,

well…it makes your tongue divine,

and your entire body a hell soon.

You fill up my senses on bed,

so sorry I was drunk unconscious,

btw I am glad that it happened so,

rather dying as a virgin.

Well….you achieved all your dreams,

optical illusions in this world,

tell me are you done???

you’ve got all you want as you want???

I bet you not…………………………

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Are we in the right track? Do we walk blind?

It has been 2599 years since Lord Buddha’s parinibbana (death). Tomorrow is Wesak full moon poya day, from which start the year of 2599. Next year will be the 2600th year. It makes really sad when it seems that we all heading to the darkness again. Far beyond the light that Lord Buddha taught before 2600years ago. But yet we are not totally screwed up, the worst is yet to come. We all loosing the fact that everything on this earth is not the way we like it. Though we crave for something, though our immense desire will get what we want, one day we’ll feel a hole in it. We might feel this is not enough or that’s not what we really want.

Buddhism is not taught as a religion. It’s a philosophy, rather it’s the conventional truth that none can ever break. If you think I am bulshitting let me know if any scientist ever proves a teaching of Lord Buddha is wrong.  People think Buddhism has many laws to follow and it’s a mess. Buddhism gives the freedom to choose, not by force. But from your own. People think that they are Buddhists since their parents are called as Buddhists, and they put label on themselves as Buddhists. A Buddhist is not the person who tell he is, but the one who believes that every effect has a cause. Though your parents are not Buddhists and if you believe in that, you are a Buddhist.

What we hear now as dhamma is mostly modified or corrupted. Since most of us are not willing to believe what we know is false, no one will consider. But what we need to do is use dhamma practically and reveals ourselves what is the truth. We don’t want to follow or believe anyone but our own practice.

The real anapanasathi meditation technique.

The real anapanasathi is not just breathing conscious. As the Lord Buddha’s dhamma it is, knowing when ever we get desire (raga), anger (dwesha) and dumbness/blindness (moha). Catching relevant imagination is called getting breath in, which means understand the bad effect of sticking to those feelings and good effect of getting rid of those. And getting rid of these feelings is called breath out. Well you might not believe me now, since I just made a change to the traditional anapanasathi meditation method that you used to know.

Lord Buddha told us not to believe what we hear, but to know the truth through practice. If u still doubt, let me know the result you gain by just breathing in and out conscious? I must admit that it really makes your mind relaxed and so calm, no doubt on that. But that’s not what we really need. We need to get rid of this loop, the repetition, the life cycle. But why??? Why we should end this life? Am I nuts?? Leave this beautiful world?? This amazing life?? Yeah why should we??

Yes you are correct. This world and life we live is so damn beautiful, amazing, and fabulous. But let me know what we get after all? Eventually we all die. Death doesn’t count weather you’re the president or you’re the most powerful human on earth. Do we take any gatherings we had in our life when we die? Money? Educational certificates? Potential? Beauty or properties? What really matters is what we do and what our attitude is. Nothing else matters.

A way to go my friends. Wish you all success in finding the light……….

By sermons from Venerable Waharaka Abayarathanalankara thero. (Information is only available in sinhala)

A return from Death…….

December 14, 2009 2 comments

yes I caught with dengue for last week and I was in hospital for 5 days. Which is a strange week in my life, Lot of ups and downs in a row.

Well, this is not the 1st time I felt that “the life is not a bed of roses”, though it’s been awhile since I felt that before.

I got the news that I passed my semester final exam when I am in hospital. This was the 1st time I’ve been hospitalized. So it was a quite hard experience. Well I thought this might be my final destination, as I mentioned about it in my last post. But it’s not, for my goodness.

Anyway I feel that I returned from death, since Dengue is a deathly viral fever. But fortunately I was found in the early stage of the fever and I didn’t got any dangerous symptoms.

Thanks to the hospital staff and my parents, relations great care I recovered so fast.

After all it was a so close. And I am happy that I am back with my loved ones. And that I can serve the world some more time.

Thanks to all the fellows who wished me through twitter, facebook and who came to see me all the way to my home.

The Final Destination

December 6, 2009 2 comments

yes I am talking about the movie The Final Destination 4. first of all I should admit that it’s a horrible movie to watch. I never thought that it’ll be so freaking that much.

Quite like the Dejavu movie.

it’s a movie which takes us to a far,deep imagination. It’s our destiny which decide everything. What ever we do, where ever we hide we can’t survive from death which brings us by fate. We gotta go when our time is up. No matter how rich we are, how much important we are to the world. Because our destiny don’t take those measurements into consideration.

This remind me of my friend, I was bit scared to travel in buses , when there was war here in SL. I was so aware of people and things when I was in a crowded place. But not my friend.

He told me, disregarding the fact that how much we cared or be aware of our safety, when the time comes we should go.

Well that is what I heard from Dhamma. Even if we hide in a steal cage, even if we hide in the middle of sea, even if we hide in a rocky mountain, still we can’t stop the death. No one’s immortal.

So we’d better get the most of what we have, forgetting the bitter past lets face to the future in optimistic way. Lets help the people who need help. Money not what we take after our death, to the next birth. If you believe in Rebirth , it’s our deeds. What we did through our life time.

Immortality is far beyond the topic, I don’t believe in immortality. Even I don’t think that scientists will invent medicine or theory for immortality. Even if they does, I don’t wanna continue this painful life so long.

We get what we deserved. So be happy for what we got. Live your life happy.

Morons and the superstition…

December 2, 2009 9 comments

Sometimes I feel really bad for people who talk about things that they really not heard of. They are called morons. As I remember its been a while after I met my 1st moron in blogging who called her as Rehani girl, now who even blocked putting comments on her blog, really tell me what is the use of keeping a blog that don’t allow comments? Kind of weird.

Usually I don’t like to comment or argue with morons. But you know some times I feel odd for not replying them, then at next moment after replying I feel I was stupid.

Some one trying to be a feminist talking about woman rights. Well it’s not stupid as far as that person who called him self a terrorist don’t mention religious sarcasm.

(*click on the above link only if you can read sinhala, because that post is in sinhala.)

Buddhists around the world, reply me to this. He’s asking why Buddha told that women can’t attain Nirvana. But he’s loosing the fact that women can get rid of the life cycle even attain arahath. And well he’s not aware of the fact that no one can attain Nibbana within a single birth. It’s a result of long term process called“paramitha”. So if some one have completed attain the essential “paramitha” his/her next birth will be a male birth.

So that he can attain Nirvana in that birth.

He’s claiming to Buddhists that they don’t respect women’s . And Buddhists underestimate other religions saying they don’t respect women. It’s not like that. Buddhism is not just a Dhamma or a Religion. It’s a philosophy, the conventional truth of the world.

I feel so sad of those morons who trying to underestimate Buddha’s teachings, since even scientists couldn’t prove that it’s fake what Buddha taught.

Regardless of the fact that I am a Buddhist, I am a believer in Buddhism since it’s the truth. Even thousands of people do. Buddha taught not to believe his teachings if you found it impractical, so he taught us to research and find the truth. Well he did taught about the society, about the present society and about the future too.

It’s not necessary that you should be a Buddhist to believe Buddhism. Buddha taught that his teachings are the path to success, to stop the life cycle, the unstoppable pain and sufferings we undergo.

But of course any one can choose the path to hell cause there are two kinds of people in this world, simple as this..

who deserved the heaven and who deserved the hell. 😀

Really why do people talk about things that they not aware of? Even they don’t like to read, research and know about the things they don’t know.

*can’t read sinhala? Get the unicode here.